You are un aware.
Un informed.
Un commited.
Lost dark soul. It creeps.
Around you, surrounds you.
The blackness from inside consumes your mind.
Without hope.
No one offers options.
You are a prisonor. Trapped. Contained.
Explosions. Why are you almost dead now.
Why will you kill yourself for the rest of your life.
Your christ can not and will not save you from your demons.
He will not go near them.
They are yours. And you keep them safe.
Dark and spacious homes you have made for them.
Can you leave these behind? No.
They will always hate you. You will alwats hate you.
You are imperfect. You will always be.
Is life a gift? No.
A punsihment. For the curious minds.
And for the creative minds. Because the rich have put shackles on us all.
A ball and chain I was born with.
A ball and chain shall I die with.
Your morals are not real. Your morals are a comfort blanket in this world of nothingness.
Does anyone really love you?
You,
Not really. Nobody will.
You will always be hiding behind something. Because you never learned to hide behind someone.
Babies.
Most of you are babies.
So fucking afraid to be alive.
I can't stand you. Live a little.
Put down your god damn sheild and fucking live.
Don;t be angry. It is not proper for a woman to be angry.
Then what shall I do.
I would rather fucking blow up the planet then to submit.
To submit.
To be a fucking idiot. You think they know what they are talking about.
It's in the bible. Its true.
Now get out your god damn apron and cook for me.
Ill rip your hair out.
Like a proper lady. Ill wear heels.
Smile. Ok you are happy. We need you to be happy.
Because it makes us a little less depressed. To see pretty people smiling.
Confirming our belife that beauty is light and that light will save us.
Beauty will save no one.
Beauty will ruin your world.
Beauty is killing you and your family. And you are letting it.
And you are going to work-for the rest of your life.
Every day you will wake up, and you will go to work.
For a fucking dollar, just to buy some fake shit.
Retire your fat ass. Tell some bitch what to do.
Thats all you want.
America- You loose.
